I love my babies. I love my husband. I love my Jesus. ♡♡♡
I am realistic. I know this won't work every morning. It may not work this morning since Christian has already discovered that I sat down. But the first step is to try, right?
Playing in the car while Addy is in her appointment. Mischa is performing surgery on Emery. 😂
Does every selfie need a reason? The short answer is no. The honest answer is yes, because anxiety. But, mental health update: Although things in my life are mostly the same, some things are changing and bringing hope. That's all I have right now.
Keeping this going. I actually got some exercising in (mowed the yard..), kept my snacks in line, so let's see how this goes. Taking the kids to a drive in movie at church tonight, all by myself. Wish me luck.
Starting the day off with some real fuel. It's going to be a long one. That bullet proof coffee, though. 😍
Made an effort today.
Movie night ❤
I'm going to get personal. I live in chaos. This is a job, juggling appointments, housework, maybe some sleep. (This is my bedroom and office.) And me in the middle of it, trying to wade through the blur of life with growing littles who need me from the moment they wake until at least 10 pm (and then work until 1 or 2 am), trying to fight for my mental health with stolen moments to myself and my Bible when I can, trying to not forget that my husband needs me every bit as much as I need him and to be present for him as well... Please stop asking me to join teams or buy products. I am a bully enough to myself without your "help." Every request to lose weight with you gives my depression a megaphone that tells me maybe it's right, if a complete stranger can see my struggle with food addiction and weight. Every time I hear how you just make time for your health, that voice says, "You're still not doing enough. If they can do it, why can't you? What's wrong with you that you can't fit more in?" I'm struggling enough already. #mentalhealth#invisiblediseases#endthestigma#depression#anxiety#stopMLMbullying