being dragged down into to the abyss - have been exhausted, daunted seems more like it. not an easy month for me. life circumstances have little to do with my optimism. and am being held back from achieving everything that i should be capable of, fostering a feeling of helplessness.
thoughts are hard to shake off. am entitled to feel down in a while. still trying to make some bad habits not my own, and not to sweep problems under the carpet.