I am the spirit of my hair. @ary_hairstylist #notmodelmaterial is my voice against body dysmorphia and abusive partners.
I've been dedicating more time and love To my body in the last 10 days. Today I decided to try out the super rad gym at my complex but started making excuses when the time to change from my work clothes came around. I was crippled by fear. I don't look like the gym type, I have rolls, and get tired easily.. I have thighs that rub together and I can't really run. I am writing this with tears in my eyes on top of a threadmill because I understand why people stay home instead of taking the initiative to go to the gym, to feel vulnerable in gym clothes and not really know how the performance will be. I've struggled with this, my whole body, for my entire life. Being kind and forgiving to myself doesn't come easy.. it comes with a lot of tears and growing pains, I only hope my body understands that I'm doing the best that I can. #mybodyisnotmodelmaterial
365 days ago, on a Tuesday, you asked me to go eat tacos.. and the rest has been history. 365 getting to know who you are, what you stand for, what your dreams are. 365 days of being annoyed at you and loving you all at the same time. 365 days of learning new things about myself through your eyes. I love you, more than I can express in social media, or in real life for that matter. You're my best friend. Truly one person that loves me unconditionally is you, I still don't understand it, but I am grateful for it. To many years more making this face by your side. 💃🏼🎉